just having a heart talk with ting..feeling emo right now~
family...how important it is to me..
and how heavy it is to me..at the same time..maybe it is just my fault..
not to reach your expectations..
im sad actually every time u ask the question..
because after i told you their result..then you will say why you get such result and others can get good result??
family meant everything for me..and you looked down on me..
i know maybe you're just care about me...but....
i felt so guilty when i knew that you were disappointed of me..
you're the reason why i continue study the sejarah even when i study until cry and wanna give up..
you're the reason why i will jealous of others...
you're the reason why i always want to compete with others...
me is me...not others...why do you have to compare like this...
i hope..in the future...
my heart will be strong enough to withstand this sad feeling..
or i will be strong enough to not disappoint you..
enough crying and depressing, im still a dai ga jie~^^
2 comments:
Don't be sad, you knew you had tried your best and the achievement is the least you have to worry, don't care about what others think of you <3 btw, remember that we all will support you always~^^
perhpas I shud say this is part of life... I mean having the feel being forced to reach ppl's (I thk is ur family's) expectations...
human love to compare and I believe u too...
U used to ask for stuffs from ur parents telling why my friends can have it but I cant rite ?
ppl used to complain in order to hope for improvement and success... and I believe u too do the same...
to meet high expectations is always tough,esp when u feel that it is so high in the sky...
however,it is pretty easy for one to expect things on others...
and I know u r feeling guilty,but thy feel sad too at the same time..
parents have hopes on children is something normal... and u will have hopes on ur kids in the future too...
dont get upset...
try and work hard to achieve your goals...
perhaps one day in the future,u will thank them for the hish expectations...
bcz high expectations is the only way for one to get out from the box and achieve the "so called" unachievables...
dont get upset,dont hate those who have high expectations on u...
thank them and be grateful u ahve them...
hope u r able to manage the stress well...
thats all from me as a friend...
contact me if u nid any help
and hapy cny
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