F.A.M.I.L.Y

just having a heart talk with ting..feeling emo right now~

family...how important it is to me..

and how heavy it is to me..at the same time..maybe it is just my fault..

not to reach your expectations..

im sad actually every time u ask the question..

because after i told you their result..then you will say why you get such result and others can get good result??

family meant everything for me..and you looked down on me..

i know maybe you're just care about me...but....

i felt so guilty when i knew that you were disappointed of me..

you're the reason why i continue study the sejarah even when i study until cry and wanna give up..

you're the reason why i will jealous of others...

you're the reason why i always want to compete with others...

me is me...not others...why do you have to compare like this...



i hope..in the future...

my heart will be strong enough to withstand this sad feeling..

or i will be strong enough to not disappoint you..

enough crying and depressing, im still a dai ga jie~^^

no disappointment

tomorrow start my school day again~i don't know whether izit the life of upper 6 is so terrible like what all the teachers said..

i'm just can comfort and relax myself so that i won't be so pressure..everyone of you also very tension right?not just me...

finish the syllabus in June??Double syllabus and double difficult than this year??facing 4 devil teacher that definitely giving homework like hell??

i don't know whether it really so so tension like the others said but i just can try my best~
ya..my best..although i don't know how only it consider as best as i never think that i had try it before~

dear jimui, we all gambateh la~and for those at matric also~
i don't want to be study till emo la~~

i think i won't geh~heheXDDDD