a visit to orphanage

last time(i forget when dy..==),we had gone for a visit to orphanage which organised by the chemistry club in our school~

and we reach there early in the morning (why i seems like writing essay huh??)...and im in the same group with miss ting and y.ling and k.yen~

we in charge of the kids who aged from 10 to 13~and...actually i just standing next to ting and seeing what are they going to do..im try to put on the cool face(dun say im yuan ben jiu cool liao a~><)..as i scare the situation will lost control as i dunno whether the kids are devil or angel~den...the activity begins.and as i imagine..some kids are very gud but some...didnt want to join us for the game and always trying to escape(we carry out the activities in a closed room) then.... firstly i wanna say thousand times of sorry to the kids~!!!><..im really really feel sorry about it bcoz...

i've scolded them~TT
at first, i seeing the kids are so naughty and dun wan to co-operate with us den i shouted to them to ask them 'beratur!!!!" (i think ppl hu noe me can imagine my fierce face... TT)

at that moment, i think that they are a group of kids who dont have ppl to teach them and i 'tried' to scare or discipline them~~~but then....

i heard that the kids usually will beaten by the male teachers at there..almost everyday...and i feel so guilty!!!!really really regret what i've done at there...i heard my friends say that they always got beaten therefore we are coming to make them happy and gave them a relax time~

but what have i done to them??

oh gosh~~now the feeling of guilty, regret is still attacking my heart now whenever i think back my stupid action~~sorry kids, i doesnt meant to hurt you~~

sorry again and again~~~TTpls forgive me~~