where is my October and November?

now i just realised that i don't have any post during October and November!
the record of my life has been missing a piece of puzzle~
but actually it was the time that i fight for my stpm..

and my life at that time was awful, miserable coated with stress and pressure...
and of course seasoned with some happiness and hardworking..

going to library with friends is such a fun and memorable thing
study hard with them..
or me myself sitting at the forever-alone-place..
or we just chit-chatting non-stop..

i definitely miss the moment we've spent together..

schooling time..
biology project..
birthday party..
sports day..
and many more~

exam ends on 6th of December 2012..our form 6 life ends at that day too
the next time we met at the school will be the day that decide our future..
im glad that i've known all of u, u and u!

im elaine ying whom known as qiao po lin in smart 6as2~im 19..nice to meet u all!

twitter

it is a place for people to share thoughts and minds.

i share it
for my past feeling
present feeling
and maybe future desire

but the internet is way too public
even they are just my close friends who viewed it
still feel embarrassing to let people know what you feel and think

guess im just like to hide everything inside
privacy
thats what i need
more than usual people

purple raindrops

its night time
rain pours heavily
me and bro standing outside the gate like insane
my bro sumore taking a plate on his hands and eating his dinner

what are we doing?
nothing actually
just the wind at the moment is so comfortable and little cold

thunders coming along with the rain
and we get to see the rain drops coated with the thunder light
my bro sais that ' can u see the raindrops seem to be freeze at the moment they coated with thunder light '
i said 'yes'

its so beautiful
purple raindrops

love

我很挑剔，我很难搞，我讲话难听，我常常脸臭，可是那就是我啊，我就是没有办法像你一样听话顺从又牺牲奉献，就因为我没有这么伟大，我就不配爱人，我就不值得被爱吗？-- nice qoute in

love.music

love to hear music whenever and whatever im doing even when im sleeping i know its kinda waste of electricity and mad to hear music when im prepare to sleep but it does unwind my hair and hey ting, i think i nearly experience the lucid dream..izit called lucid dream?whatever..but suddenly my brother came into my room and im awaked...the feeling is so weird and a bit scary u know?lol...

流离马

一本让人心疼得发酸的故事书 如此地绝望 如此地心酸 世上是否当真存有此般刻骨铭心的爱？ 我相信 没有。

the greatest proposal ever.

jimui, watch tis~!!!><